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At worst I can threaten him ;)

i dont want that goro
i want it to be genuine

Haha I was only kidding.

[mostly.]

Don't worry, I won't.

the last time it came up he called me desperate
maybe i am

If I may be as so bold as to make an educated guess, he is trying to discourage you because he fears it.

But also he's an idiot.

whats so scary about marriage

What isn't, possible for a man like him. Commitment. Change. Possibly even more, down the line. Or maybe he's the type that doesn't think he deserves happiness.

i know hes afraid of commitment but...he does deserve happiness
i know he isnt perfect and he has a lot of faults
but i want him to be happy and make him happy
i want him to be happy to be with me

Well...if I can pass a piece of advice, it is to maybe tell that to him outright.

I can't say if it will work, however, but at least he'll know.

yeah
ill tell him again when i get a chance

And then I can threaten him a little.

(Haha just kidding again!)

youre sweet you know

If you really think that I really am, then it has to be our secret.

ill keep it secret
and i do think that
you try to understand me when others dont

That's because you bothered to understand both sides of me as well.

its only fair i do
youve done the same for me

Sometimes it doesn't work out that way. I've had many people who were just interested in my Detective personality.

its the same for me
only it was my blood and body they were interested in
not me

Ahh I had that too. The power to be able to change other's hearts inside the Metaverse, so I know what that's like.

My own asshole of a father used it too, considering I found out later he suspected who I was.

its a bad feeling
having no one love or care about you for who you are
but only the things you can do or what you are

That sounds all-too-familiar, yes.

i hate it

For all its faults, at least this world is treating us somewhat differently in that regard, yes?

it is
its why i consider this place my home now
i never really had a home before coming here

Then it is a good thing that none of the people you knew from home are here...honestly I don't think I'd be able to hold myself back for how they treated you.

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