lempereur: (Handwave)

[personal profile] lempereur 2021-06-08 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ So, the kind of life they already have together. It makes him happy that Goro's at least aware of what they're doing, playing house and waking up together and getting softer and softer. ]

That sounds an awful lot like one of our average Sundays. I do enjoy them very much, but it wouldn't hurt you to vocalize your feelings, as well.
policedefective: (This is bullshit and you know it)

[personal profile] policedefective 2021-06-08 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
Despite my time here it's still...difficult. You suffered a similar fate with Madarame, so it would be disrespectful to say you wouldn't understand.

The amount of times I was told to suppress my feelings growing up made me put on a mask to make sure adults enjoyed my company.
[The breakdown in Shido's mind palace ship, after all, hadn't just come from the Phantom Thieves messing up his plans.] I do know it's different with you, like it is with Diva and Ren when he was here...a hurdle that I sometimes wonder if I'll ever be able to jump over properly. Perhaps a mental barrier that makes me fear it will make me less'me', if that makes sense.

[It does take a few more minutes of "AKECHI is typing..." before he finally manages to write;]

But I do like you.
lempereur: (Head tilt?)

[personal profile] lempereur 2021-06-08 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mean to disrespect you. I mean to push you towards those hurdles and help you to confront them.

I knew when I agreed to be with you that I would be a fool if I expected it to happen overnight.
Edited 2021-06-08 05:22 (UTC)
policedefective: (Are you really sure about that?)

[personal profile] policedefective 2021-06-18 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
I know, even if I deny it at times. It's just hard for me to accept anyone who would be willing to make that effort.

Even if it is you.
lempereur: (Put your hand down boy)

[personal profile] lempereur 2021-06-18 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
The sooner you can accept that you are not alone in this, the sooner we can make real progress. So I must ask you to try your hardest.