Inbox - Duplicitiy

[le_corbeau]

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[colorature]

mm thats true
i get carried away though sometimes

[policedefective]

Well I am a little harder to kill now, right? Would you truly kill this face?

[colorature]

no
youre handsome
and my precious chevalier

[policedefective]

Then there's nothing to fear except perhaps getting too much enjoyment from fighting each other.

I do need the distraction anyway, with Ren being gone once more.

[colorature]

what are you going to do about getting a dominant
will you be okay

[policedefective]

Not quite sure yet. The fool is not trustworthy as a Dominant at this point, although one has to wonder if it is of his own choice or not...

I'll wing it as happens, so to speak.

[colorature]

if you need something just let me know
i wont let you go without

[policedefective]

For all the annoyance that the down is, I have always lived in very small space areas. The Up had more furniture than I ever had in my life.

Perhaps a recommendation of a Dominant or two might be appreciated. I would ask for Yusuke, but I have a feeling his search will be much easier than mine...if he doesn't cling to Ren coming back for the next three months.

[colorature]

hmm
well i met a lady called riza hawkeye
shes a new dominant here
i dont know if she has a contract yet or not but perhaps she would be willing to sign you just to help you in the meantime regardless
she seemed smart and proper
theres also the man i pretend married
zagreus
hes a prince of the underworld
but hes nice
i dont know if he has a contract though either
theres also claudia
i think shes still without a contract as well

[policedefective]

Thank you for the suggestions. I'll have to take a look with all of them to see.

...pretend married. That's already better than with your current friend.

[colorature]

do you mean my boyfriend

[policedefective]

Hahaha, yes.

[colorature]

you dont have to remind me goro
he will propose to me someday...hes just not ready yet

[policedefective]

I do apologize.

Hopefully he will realize what he's missing out on one day.

[colorature]

i hope so

[policedefective]

At worst I can threaten him ;)

[colorature]

i dont want that goro
i want it to be genuine

[policedefective]

Haha I was only kidding.

[mostly.]

Don't worry, I won't.

[colorature]

the last time it came up he called me desperate
maybe i am

[policedefective]

If I may be as so bold as to make an educated guess, he is trying to discourage you because he fears it.

But also he's an idiot.

[colorature]

whats so scary about marriage

[policedefective]

What isn't, possible for a man like him. Commitment. Change. Possibly even more, down the line. Or maybe he's the type that doesn't think he deserves happiness.

[colorature]

i know hes afraid of commitment but...he does deserve happiness
i know he isnt perfect and he has a lot of faults
but i want him to be happy and make him happy
i want him to be happy to be with me

[policedefective]

Well...if I can pass a piece of advice, it is to maybe tell that to him outright.

I can't say if it will work, however, but at least he'll know.

[colorature]

yeah
ill tell him again when i get a chance