I can wear mine, if you like it. It's easy enough to get out of.
I think I can accept some light roleplay, but I don't want to fight you. Even if we're pretending. I don't think the memories it would evoke would be very conducive to lovemaking.
Ahh I guess that is more on my side, in that case. My apologies. As strange as it might be to say this, the memories, while violent and certainly a start contracts to before, aren't necessarily negative for myself. However if it makes you uncomfortable, I think I understand.
But I think that reminding myself of a time when I could not say that would make me sad. Thinking of your impending doom is not arousing to me. I suppose I've grown to care too much.
I appreciate your understanding. I am still most willing to dress up as Fox for you...and am open to other suggestions, if you have them.
Maybe I could try lingerie for you. However, most of the fun is supposed to be in your reactions, and since you clearly do not understand the appeal of sensual dress-up, perhaps not.
Sometimes I dream of something romantic. With candles, flowers, silk robes, and everything. I thought that might intimidate you more than any kink could.
Well, you have already seen some of it. Respect, which is not something I give freely...showing emotions I guard much more closely with others. Relaxing, considerably.
As for showing something in return...I'm still learning this part and perhaps my history will never let me appreciate it in full. However, I have learned that I do enjoy close embrace. [He means cuddling.] Sharing a meal, despite my own lack of cooking by buying something. Thinking of what type of presents to give. A scenario which might make them happy. It forces me out of my element.
[ So, the kind of life they already have together. It makes him happy that Goro's at least aware of what they're doing, playing house and waking up together and getting softer and softer. ]
That sounds an awful lot like one of our average Sundays. I do enjoy them very much, but it wouldn't hurt you to vocalize your feelings, as well.
Despite my time here it's still...difficult. You suffered a similar fate with Madarame, so it would be disrespectful to say you wouldn't understand.
The amount of times I was told to suppress my feelings growing up made me put on a mask to make sure adults enjoyed my company. [The breakdown in Shido's mind palace ship, after all, hadn't just come from the Phantom Thieves messing up his plans.] I do know it's different with you, like it is with Diva and Ren when he was here...a hurdle that I sometimes wonder if I'll ever be able to jump over properly. Perhaps a mental barrier that makes me fear it will make me less'me', if that makes sense.
[It does take a few more minutes of "AKECHI is typing..." before he finally manages to write;]
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I can wear mine, if you like it. It's easy enough to get out of.
I think I can accept some light roleplay, but I don't want to fight you. Even if we're pretending. I don't think the memories it would evoke would be very conducive to lovemaking.
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[Wow.]
Ahh I guess that is more on my side, in that case. My apologies. As strange as it might be to say this, the memories, while violent and certainly a start contracts to before, aren't necessarily negative for myself. However if it makes you uncomfortable, I think I understand.
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But I think that reminding myself of a time when I could not say that would make me sad. Thinking of your impending doom is not arousing to me. I suppose I've grown to care too much.
I appreciate your understanding. I am still most willing to dress up as Fox for you...and am open to other suggestions, if you have them.
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I suppose that was something that affected him too. But in the end, who knows what happened.
Nothing for now. Although now I have to wonder what you would look like with a second outfit.
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Let me try it on later, then.
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Most of my pants are tight, anyway. You know that.
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[Not that he cares or anything.]
I'll let you try, I suppose it was more of a warning, much like if I attempted to wear the Fox outfit.
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I think you might look handsome in mine. It wasn't on my list of fantasies, but I'd be interested to see.
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Very well, if you want me to try, I will, fantasy or not.
Was there anything else that interested you?
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Sometimes I dream of something romantic. With candles, flowers, silk robes, and everything. I thought that might intimidate you more than any kink could.
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It's certainly not a promise, but, we could try...little by little. You idea of romance and mine are rather different anyway.
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Tell me, then, what your idea of romance is.
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As for that...there is more violence involved I suppose. Something more out of an action movie.
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What does that mean? Saving someone from a burning building? Or a sex club that doesn't respect his boundaries?
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I am more of a fan of camaraderie through overcoming hard obstacles, I suppose. Less sex club, really, more having to perhaps save one another.
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If the object of your desire were not in peril, how would you show your affection?
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Well, you have already seen some of it. Respect, which is not something I give freely...showing emotions I guard much more closely with others. Relaxing, considerably.
As for showing something in return...I'm still learning this part and perhaps my history will never let me appreciate it in full. However, I have learned that I do enjoy close embrace. [He means cuddling.] Sharing a meal, despite my own lack of cooking by buying something. Thinking of what type of presents to give. A scenario which might make them happy. It forces me out of my element.
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That sounds an awful lot like one of our average Sundays. I do enjoy them very much, but it wouldn't hurt you to vocalize your feelings, as well.
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The amount of times I was told to suppress my feelings growing up made me put on a mask to make sure adults enjoyed my company. [The breakdown in Shido's mind palace ship, after all, hadn't just come from the Phantom Thieves messing up his plans.] I do know it's different with you, like it is with Diva and Ren when he was here...a hurdle that I sometimes wonder if I'll ever be able to jump over properly. Perhaps a mental barrier that makes me fear it will make me less'me', if that makes sense.
[It does take a few more minutes of "AKECHI is typing..." before he finally manages to write;]
But I do like you.
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I knew when I agreed to be with you that I would be a fool if I expected it to happen overnight.
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Even if it is you.
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